Q&A: Im tired of my life the way it is?
Thursday, October 21st, 2010 Question by The Phantom: Im tired of my life the way it is?
Before I start I just want to say im NOT thinking of suicide. Also read the whole thing before answering. I guess to start off with I don’t have that much freedom of choice and responsibility. Im 19 and live with my mom and my grandparent lives next door. I don’t have hardly any money to do anything that I want to do with my life. I have no Official church I go to. I go around to different churches and sometime I just study my bible at restaurant or something on sundays.
Im going to college, but I have no majors. I planning on majoring in animation, ministry, social work, music or a combination of some of these. Im not really sure what major I want to pursue. I love being creative and helping people with life (more psychologically). One of my answer on here told me that I don’t have to be in the ministry to help people;but the question in my mind is what the point in being a doctor or anything else. If you help somebody with their health you just prolong life that all. It make no difference in life. If the person dies lost, they will just go to hell. As for music, would love to start a rock band. I can make up very interesting story and music right off the top of my head. Most of my music is Christian, Hard Rock, Alternative rock, Metal, and etc.
I have no purpose. I know the purpose in life involve God and love in somehow, but how do you love if you can not focus or feel. I probably have ADD, I don’t know for sure, but I cannot concentrate very well. I sometimes have a hard time focusing on other things because my mind is on something else. I also have a hard time not daydreaming or thinking. Im always doing something whether im thinking or doing something active. I know I don’t have ADHD because I’m not hyper active nor do I have any of the other symptoms. Anyway, whatever I am I have a problem controlling my inward emotions, but I am great a masquerading them. I could be really sad, and yet everybody else can see as normal and happy. I could also be hyper and yet be calm in everybody elses eyes. Anyway I control nor understand why I have some of these feeling (emotional) (not high and low). Most of the time I am either numb or frustrated. As for another example, I don’t cry at funeral of close love one because I have no feelings for them.
I know their will be some people on yahoo answer that will say I don’t believe in God, I ask them not to answer this question then.
Also DON’T just answer “you need help” or “go see a psychologist”.
Best answer:
Answer by Nicole
you should keep a journal and write your life out
and your feelings.
read over them and see what you want a change in
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